My mojo is bankrupt

Well here is what has happened in the 2+ months since I last posted.

I lost my mojo

Gone

Done

Zero

I won't bore you with all the excuses and stories.  The end result is the same.

I woke up today regretting my decision to throw away my mega fat pants all those months ago.

I woke up defeated.

I woke up discouraged.

I woke up grouchy,  sore and angry.

Once I was done waking up my family, I made breakfast.  (HAHAHA… I still have humor because without that I've got nothin!)

Seriously

I am grateful that I woke up.

I drank a smoothie full of spinach and fruit.

I packed my healthy lunch.

I walked 2.5 miles during my lunch break.

I am slowly getting back on track.

One day at a time.

Even knowing how much better I felt it is still hard to recommit to healthier habits.

But even though I have lost 2 months, I haven't lost the fight.

So I am searching for my mojo.  If you've seen it please let me know.